Assalamualaikum :)  (this is my first trial to write a matured post as i already a school leaver huhhuhuhu)

lama dah menyepi kan? lol
so here is 2016 and i should put something worth remember in my blog about my past 

jadi selepas menyelak dan mengimbas kembali old yet great wonderful memories, i agreed to put the one that always accidentally recall when people asked question

"amani, macam mana boleh lompat tahun?"

or

"macam mana belum form five dah boleh ambik spm?"

and many more question that kinds.
yet i never bored to tell people about it cuz I THINK ITS SUPERBLY COOOOOL  lol

its remind me how much im precious that not everybody easily could skip a year and basically save one year during their study. in the other word, rezeki :)

people would say that i have a higher IQ or my mother have connection with powerfuls or  many more
rasanya my IQ sama je dengan orang lain. and umi juga hanyalah orang2 biasa. a normal citizens that not have any special or connection, she just have a courageous heart that would do anything to get what best for her daughter hewhew . repeat, her awesome and cute daughter hahaahhaha (muntah)



so here.
its actually started with my busy working mother.

im the first daughter. and mother is a lawyer. a busy lawyer. when she gives birth to me, she takes care of me with LOVE AND TENDER for 2 years long   without any distraction at work. ofcos the treats really special. im the anak sulung what? kuikui
but when i reached 3, mother decided to send me to PASTI. basically kindergarten but a religious one they teached quran and iqra there. ahhh rindunyaaa!

have u ever imagine a 3 years old kid, (regretfully had to mention this that i still wore diapers at that time huks (malunya) ) go to her first school dengan botol susu lagi.
mom didnt sent me to nursery bcs she cant find one that she trust so here is where i ended up to .
jadi its true that i wet to school at the age of 3. and the teacher that taught me still remember me the one that tak reti basuh pee pee sendiri ahahahahahahahhahahahha so the teachet taught me how to wash my pee. gross betul amani lol

as a result of early kindergarten, i managed to know how to read and calculate at the age of 5.
wah bangga kau! aku selalu dapat nombor 1 sebab masa tu budak-budak taktau pape aku dah pandai baca kira. tapi takat tu je la hidup seorang legend umur 5 tahun. lol

at the age of 5 i bragly told mom and dad
"umi, saya dah bosan dapat nombor 1 saya nak tukar sekolah lain"

nampak tak agah dia macam dah sampai ke bulan. kehkeh

so mom transfer me to another school. a private school. she told the teacher that her daughter already know to read and count. so the teacher decided to me that i no need to go to 6 tahun. masukla dajah1 terus. tapi dah takdapat no 1 K. selalu NO 5 6 7 jer. huks lain kali jangan sombong tau.but bcs i went to private school, i can just lompat dan lompat hahahah

sampai la dajah 6. on the year of UPSR.
the government said that its not fair for 1999 sit for upsr in 2010. (idk what the rules is but there is a problem that year that obstruct me)
but umi buat rayuan dgn ppd and KEMENTERIAN. she succeeds. masa tu exam just around the corner baru depa luluskan premohonan. they give permission for upsr and pmr on one letter huks
me and my friend, who also a '99 sit for upsr and succed with flying colour wiwuwuwuwi

jadi begitula ceritanya.
i went to maahad Muhammadi (p) and that friend went to MTS. i think we both doing fine even a year younger ceh.
but i certainly sure  she must be doing great bcs she's got way more higher IQ than me hahah (HAI MARIAM I MENTION YOU HERE IF YOU READ MY BLOG hehe)
aku punya result biasa2 je biasala dah tua ni otak getting weaker (alasan! ekeke)

i used to get my result in form 4 of 42 out of 43. kau rase?!!! hahahahah
memang giler ah. tahun tu banyak main main. balik sekolah asyek tido aje kau expect nak dapat nombo 1 ???? hahaha mentally broke.  aku tak tunjuk slip tu kat parent. they might kill me luls

so basically, and obviously im not a high IQ. maybe lucky? and rezeki.
and mostly endless support ffrom family and friends. people are so nice actually. they treat you like u r part of them even u r younger.
i would like to express my gratitude to my tolo yet warm hearted friend for always supporting me and love me and accept me to the colony. OXYGEN and GLEE thank you. ceh.
also to the junior who didnt know that im the same age of you tapi you still call "kak amani"
thank you. and sorry too hihi
to everyone who cares and been very nice to me. thank you. whether you r classmates, a tuiton mate, a senior, a junior, an internet friends, a stranger that smile to me, a stranger that just curious,  a stalker, or just anyone

may this year and years ahead will be wonderful. i promised life wont be easy and rainbow all time but trust me, u had gone thru years of challenge. so this time it will be hard and harder. it just you to be the hardest.
anyway, u still living right? u still reading this and breathing. be grateful for every oxygen u used. and every carbon dioxide u let.

"dan allah takkan uji seseorang itu melainkan  mengikut kemampuannya"
senyum :)

tidur dolo. assalamualaikum (dosa tak jawab salam tau) kehkeh